Tuesday, December 27, 2011

My Meeting with God! Three wishes! Part 2


http://amritaphadnis.blogspot.com/2011/12/my-meeting-with-god-three-wishes.html
 this is the link for Part 1 those who have not yet read it.




Ah! What a morning it was. Sunshine and a chilled breeze running through my face, hot ginger tea, sipping; reading the news-paper. Well nothing was there on the paper that attracts me, but I went through the pages, read few page 3 headlines, one of that says; Who is the superstar Khan, and it included kareena kapoor ‘khan’ as well with shahrukh, salman, and of course saif! I realized it was time for me to rush to office, took a quick bath, and reached office. On my way I got reminded of the dream about the god that I had last night. Laughed on my foolishness, and tried logging in with my user id and password. Password was not getting accepted. Tried again, didn’t work. I called the Technology people; to help me through the problem. They said, my account has been deleted and I am no longer an employee of the company. I went to our talent head, and they said they received an application signed by me. And someone called saying, I am not well and should relieve me as soon as they can. I didn’t understood what’s happening, called my father asking if he did something like this. His answer was ‘No, why will I ’.

I came out of the office. Thinking for a while, I said to myself. Oh my god. Yes God. Did I saw him really? Did I met god the last night in my dreams. Holy shit. Did all my wishes come true?  I rushed to the ATM, to check my balance, and I showed billions of dollars. I shopped and checked if it’s actually there. Yes, it was. Went to the bank, asked them about the available balance, they said ‘mam, you have enough, this much that even if you don’t work whole of your life, you can spend and live lavishly. I couldn’t believe. I was happy, that was ecstasy for me. My wishes were coming true. Unlimited money without working. Wow! I went on shopping, bought all the needful things, in fact everything I ever wanted. Went on world tour with my family, car, AC, bungalow, high design wallets, pure leather belts, watch, and what not. And I -phone, android, latest mobile phone, my brother’s marriage in lavish restaurant, etc. money was just like news-paper for me, every day at my doorstep.

Time went by, I turned fifty. Got married, had two kids, they never worked, as they never studied. They knew I was there with them always as I asked god to ‘live forever’ as my second wish. My parents were alive as I asked god as my third wish, that they should be there will me always, and always, until I die. I was growing old, they were growing old. I was sick as I didn’t work, my body was not active, I never did anything whole of my life, as money was always there. I used to be tired after every small task.  My kids and husband always used to spend money like anything. They never cared for me as they learned from their childhood that money can buy anything and everything. I was not able to teach the values, the traditions, the customs, and how to care for someone and most importantly what love was. They used to get drunk every day and come home as they had no responsibilities.

My parents were growing old, I was growing old. I had nothing to do, they had nothing to do. They were not aware of my meeting with god and the three wishes. Mom was not well the other day, and my dad was next to her, were worried if something will happen to her. I said don’t worry; nothing is going to happen to both of you until I am there. My husband was no more with me, as I didn’t asked any wish for him. My kids were busy in their life. It was me and my parents left alone. Even they wanted to die, as they grew old, a lot more than they expected. They lived their life happily with me. Now they wanted to relax, but couldn’t. I told them about the three wishes I asked for: Unlimited, unmanageable money, without working, I wanted to be alive forever, And third that my parents has to be there with me always.

We were old, were tired. I realized it was actually forever and ever. I was just lying on my bed, doing nothing, nothing at all!

One night, saw someone in my dreams: he was the same old man I saw the other day, who called himself god. Lost my patience and asked to take the wishes back. He said ‘I already told you the other day that wishes can’t be changed, altered or taken back. I cried, I begged nothing worked.    

It was my entire mistake. The blunder I did. In reality, each and everything hold its place in life, be it money, be it love, and be it life or death! Living each moment, each phase of life is more important than expecting it to be forever and ever. It’s all about living!!

If sunrise is important, sunset is important as well. Day is important, so is night! Happiness is a part of life, and so is sadness. Love is a part of life and hatred holds a place too. Living is more important, than fearing life and death.

Oh well, at the end god took the wishes back, looking at me, that I have realized what life is.







Monday, December 26, 2011

My Meeting with God! Three wishes! Part 1


Eyes were red and watery; I think it was because I was working a bit more than my body could take it. Face looked desiccated and there was no charm left. Was not able to walk as I did not eat anything from morning, somehow reached the café and drank few glasses of juice as that is what I feel the instant and quick source of energy. I felt; is this I really want in my life. Is this it, do I need to work this much? Is money the only source of happiness for me…? Well I don’t work for money though…Hmm..This was the usual thought process that comes to my mind everyday when I am leaving home after heavy work. But that day was pretty strong, I wanted to leave everything and runaway somewhere. I wanted to quit the job, cut all of my contacts and leave the place without informing anyone. I wanted to disappear somewhere and never wanted to come back. I was tired of the world; I was tired of the philosophical advices given by my friends, parents, mates on every small thing. I wanted to be free..Free from all responsibilities, free from worries, the tension, and the workload, the pain in love, the hurt, and the emotions, the fraud that people used to do, the lie people used to say, in fact free from my life. It decided to go home a bit early..Since home is nearby thought to take a walk.

Reached home, decided to take nocturnal sleep, listening some of my favorite numbers. Midnight 03, saw heavy light in my room. Someone standing next to the door, the vision was Blurring. None was there in the room when I slept. Scared the hell out of me. Who are you I asked. He said “I am god, I came to help you”. Of course I didn’t believe and tried to call my friend asking for help. There was no network. God said, relax. I am here to help you. I am not going to hurt you any way. There was no option left, trusting him. I asked why you are here. He replied saying I knew you needed someone to talk and to take your fear away. I want you to be happy. I asked; how are you gonna bring the difference in my life. How can you change it, how can you give me what I always want in my life? And why are you helping me? He said, I always see you crying, complaining, and sad. I don’t want any of my people to be sad and so I am here. “Tell me you’re three wishes that you always dreamt of, the three things that you always wanted in your life, three emotions that will make you happy always”. He added think and say, as I am going to fulfill the wishes and make you happy for whole of your life…and remember the wishes can’t be changed, altered or taken back once asked. ‘Oh is it’ I thought
 
Was shivering, but excited about the wishes..  Thought for a while. What is it that I always wanted in my life and if come true will make me happy always.. Yes… Money! People’s life..  Money- the greed, money -the happiness of everyone and fulfillment of everything. Money- for which People fight with each other, a basis of comparison.   I said “My first wish is I
want unmanageable amount of money. I want it always and should always be there in my account. without working, and without giving my sweat.  God said “okay, you first wish is fulfilled. You don’t need to work, and you will have more than you could handle it”. Wow! I thought if I could meet god every month.  

'Your second wish', God asked. Second wish…hmm…After money I needed my parents to share the happiness.. I wanted them to be with me forever. I wanted them to live forever. I wanted to give them all the happiness in life. All their  
dreams should come true..Okay. I said “my second wish is I always my parents to be with me. They should not leave me ever...They should be with me until I die. God said, you sure? I said Of course! Your second wish comes true. They will be with you always, until you die. I was happy. 

Now my third and last wish... Ah I felt I am playing some game. Okay back to work.. Before he asked my Third wish, I said my third wish is.. I Want to live forever.. I want to be in this world forever and ever until this world ends. I want to see the technological advancements the world does, I want to see how life looks after years..I want to live until there is no possibility of surviving.  Until the world comes to an end.  God said your third wish comes true and disappears at the moment. I searched him whole of the house, he was not there. I went outside looking at the road from the balcony, a guy smiled at me and walked away...  

With a smile on my face, I slept. Without even being sure of what happened and what can happen next. 



                                                                                                                                    to be continued....

Leaving Myself!!!


I was just like me, myself . The real me, the cute me, the idiot me, the foolish me, the kiddish me, the stupid and insane me!! But i was happy that i was me! It was bright sunny day, i wore my favorite while color dress, with a kajal and blue color liner on my eyes. It was getting difficult to walk down the stairs wearing heels, as there was no electricity and elevator wasn't working. I tried managing it somehow. uff! i realized i left my I card in the room, ughhh it was irritating to climb up five floors and coming down, can't help it ,though. While walking on the road to get the Auto, i saw someone looking at me, before i could see who that was, an auto came and stood in front of me " Madam, kaha jaana hain", he asked, i negotiated a bit with the Auto wala and reached office.  

OMG, I saw the same guy in the office, well i think i knew him. He was in my college.We talked, said HI, had coffee, little bit of chit-chat, and about the work. I liked him, he liked me too. He complimented saying " you look really amazing in white, the color suits you". Hm. i coudn't control my smile. He said " oh, i love the way you smile too" and that made me laugh even more. We met here and there in the office. During the tea breaks and all. Went for Dinner and i ordered my favorite Veg Manchurian, and Chilly Garlic Noodles. He liked everything in me, my smile, the way i talk, the way i laugh out loud, the stupid insane habits of me, the dresses i wore, the way i eat, the way i look at him and everything...hm, well without even second thought, i started loving him, he proposed and i said yes. That was the most beautiful moment for me!! We decided to enjoy each and every moment together. We decided to accept each other the way we are.!! and that was the best thing in a relationship.

Two years flew like this! but things changed. We decided to go out for a dinner after a long time! well why long time? because he usually is busy in his own things and i in mine. I decided to wear White, as that was the color i was wearing when we met the first time, i applied the same makeup, and i thought everything will be same,i thought we will go to the same place to have dinner we went the first time.I thought he will look at me and say" oh you look exactly the same when i saw you the first time".                 

Well he came to pick me up. Me waiting for his compliment, he said " whay do you always wear white i dont understand". before i could say anything he started driving. He asked me in between where do i want to go for dinner " I said, i want to go the place where we went for the first time", he replied, "no ya, we will go somewhere else. I dont find the place that good. okay i said. He stopped at the restaurant, we sat for dinner, and asked what would i like to have, before I say" I want my favorite Chilly garlic noodles and Veg. Manch." he said, Now PLEASE dont order the same old favourite. Try something new this time. I kept quiet.Having dinner, I laughed loud on something and he said" why do you laugh like this? can't you laugh slow? I dropped the fork, and he said "uf, its difficult to come with you anywhere. Somehow finishing the dinner,We left the palce.

on way to home, i was quiet, realizing things have changed. He didn't like what he used to like in me. I decided to change myself for him. I stopped wearing white, i hated the restaurant we went for the first time and decided not to go ever again, chilly garlic noodles and Veg.  Manchurian makes me vomit, and i controlled my laugh and the way i acted insane and stupid. I realized i am leaving myself. I realized, i am not the same, I realized " I am not ME".I realized its not me, it's who he wants me to be. And the other day " when in a dinner i  was quiet, i was mature,I ate his favourite, i controlled my laugh and behaved his way, i acted the way he wanted me to be. All of a sudden he came to me and said  " YOU are not the same i met, you have changed. I want you to be the same" . I could just smile and say nothing, thinking yes, i have changed for you!! Without even making you realize that. and its difficult for me to get back now, because i left myself...leaving myself!!



Note: Guys please this is not my story, please , Just read it as a write up ! Thanks.

The thought Scares me!!



I checked my mobile, it was 10:30 in the morning. I usually keep my mobile and Laptop next to my Pillow as i am so addicted to both of these things. There was no signal in my mobile, well i thought there is nothing new in that. It keeps happening in india. I switched it off, and on, off and on, but it didn't came. oh..i was wondering why though. okay, i thought to check my e mails, facebook updates, and see what to work on today in office.. Wifi didn't work. okay, i rushed to take out my data card .... no signal again!!! i started panicking .Went to watch some tv, holy shit! None of the channels were showing up. I was not able to make calls, was not able to login to internet and now no cable. what was wrong! Ifelt as if i am just far away from my world.

I had a quick bath and ran to office in hopes that it will work in there. There was a lot of rush in the office already in early hours.People had different tense expressions. I got to know something went wrong. But i just wanted to switch on my laptop and check my e mails, facebook without which i have no life left. No, No, No it was not working, internet was not working. I asked people over there they said they are working over it...Nope didn't work until evening. we were not able to communicate with any one through any satellite means, Like Radio, cable, antenna, internet, or mobile. Scary right?? then how are we going to communicate i thought ??? !!!! Well i was just into a thought that what are we going to do now when at this stage of life we are sooooo dependent on these communication styles. They are just our life infact. 

How am i going to tell my mom that i am fine and still alive?,  How am i going to talk to my dad who stays 1500 kms away from me? , How am i going to talk to my firends on FB? , or how am i going to know whats happening in the world as we have no cable network now? ,How will i work as our work was totally dependent on the Softwares and through e mails with the U.S. seniors? How am i going to fly..na not possible.I went to the post office, to write a letter and send it to mom, saying i am O.K. Don't worry. There was a longggg que over there.. I stood in the line just because i was worried what will happen next.

Basically, it is going to throw the capabilities of the world back at least a couple of decades( a couple of decades?? you gotta be kidding me).The military will be blind on intelligence assets for a long while . Millions of people would miss their favourite TV. Its going to affect our daily activities on a large basis. Well its going to affect overall world economy.. We will have to look back to the old ways of things.Oh well all the computers , laptops are of waste now. oh, TV ?? not of any use. I just didn wanted to think about it any more. 

okay, somehow i passed the que at post office, and wrote a post card to send it to my hometown. I was still in a thought what to do next. ?? I thought now there is no point in staying here, as i have nothing to do. I found all of my goals does not make any sense now? i have to set up something new..well that is scary! i was just walking and walking , not knowing what will i do next. 

TRING TRING!! phone bell rang, i opened my eyes.. my mom on the phone said " get up beta( Baby), its late . you have to go to the office". Oh My god!! That was a dream, a horrible and disastrous dream!! I said " is the phone working mom? she said "yes. it is."  yes....... FB was working, i was able to check my e mail!@!!!! 

I felt my life is back!! Yes i am alive. But that Dream thought really Scares the Hell out of me! I am sure yours too!

Amrita
09/04/2011

Just Into It!!!!!!



I reached home; it was around 12:45 A.M in the morning. I felt as if my mobile was ringing. I looked at my mobile, there was one unread message from my friend and 5 missed calls, from my parents and friends. Well my parents keeps calling me until and unless I respond to them at least once, whether it’s night 1:oo A.M. or3 :oo A.M. I have to give them a call once I am home safely. I couldn’t reply to all the calls but read the message. One of my friends asked me to read the poem that he recently wrote and wanted to post it on his blog. Asked me to read it, I guess this was the thousandth time that he was asking me to do that. Because of work I was trying to postpone it. But he used to message me everyday asking “Did you read it”? Did you read it??? And it went on for days. I thought okay let me just see what blunder he did this time.

It was a tiring day at office (as usual) but still opened the laptop, plugged in the data card and opened the mail box to check his poem. Huh!! I thought why I am even reading it at this time, when I actually need sleep, my mind is not working and when after working like for 12 hours. I was cursing him again and again while reading it. Half of the words I could not understand and half I didn't want to, as I was forcing myself. I just did not know what to do. By that time I received a message again" Did you read it??  And then I was like give me a break, I am doing it, stop messaging me every now and then, stop pinging me please..Please, I beg you! But still could not say this to him; I went through it again (no option left), trying to concentrate. I really felt a bit bad about him, that he trusting me and waiting for my response and I am like an Insane not responding to him. Then I realized I should respect his trust and read it carefully.  

I started reading it from beginning, line by line; word by word, and you won't believe, I was actually getting into that and finding out the blocks. I got up, took out my diary, switched on the light, searched for a pen (I usually don’t have any) but luckily I did found! Started noting down the developmental areas and things or words that I think could have been better if written in some other way. I read line by line and was able to find out the stumbling blocks. I was getting reminded of our reviewers (well my Seniors and Managers who review our work) at that time that how much concentration the reviewing of return needs. You have to start line by line of the returns and find out the improvements in that, so that it should be delivered to the client the way they expect. You have to think from that other person’s perspective, so that you can give him what he wanted.  

I was able to give him (my friend) the constructive feedback for his writing and he actually thanked me for that. He said "Amrita, no one was able to figure out so many improvements but you have actually pointed out things that can be changed and bring out my emotions well, Thank you”. And he asked me from where did I learn to give such nice feedback? I did not have any answer at that point of time. I was amazed myself that whoa!! Did I really do that?  Did I actually make him feel good about the things? Did I give him ways to write it better? Did I? Okay, but I were happy for what I did and realized it’s time for to sleep (3:OOA.M.) I switched off the light, Kept my laptop aside; was trying to sleep, I realized it’s the place where I work in has given me this ability to review things minutely.

It’s the place where I work in, has given me this patience to read and go through the things thoroughly.

It’s the place where I work in that taught me how important is to manage the trust of your client. My friend was my client at that point of time and I did delivered the best.

It’s the place where I work in that made me realize “Hard work pays you off”.

It’s the place where I work in that makes me feel we all need a team effort to makes things perfect.

And last but not least it’s the place where I work in thought me what does the word Commitment Means. How important in life work is. If you don’t find any progression at your work place then it’s not sense to work.

In words of Confucius "Choose a job you love and you will never have to work a day of your life”. And I feel the same. I actually don’t feel that I am working. It’s like my fun place for me where I experience with my learning’s. Its place where I enjoy being. Its place where I share my living with my colleague, with my people, most importantly with my Job! It’s not a part of my life but life's part! And I am Proud to be where I am!


Amrita
July 31, 2011 (IST).

The place WE Call HOME!!


Mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, no , no , aaiiiii,,, see Bhaiya(Brother) is hitting me!!!!!! Muuummyy Bhaiya has eaten my chocolate,, Mommmmm, please tell Brother not to talk to me ever!! Mummyy Bhai is not letting me watch my Serial.I want to play Mario.. i want to play Road fighter...Mommm why is he like this?? why does he fight with me always? I will never go to school with him mummy , he will always get dressed up late..:(.. This was what used to happen at home until i turned 18!!! Everyday was a world war, the ground (Home) with two best fighters against each other, but still none of them won the war!! And so we became addicted to fight, to hold each others Strong powerful Hair ( Parachut oil.;)) and go long way to see who has the most strongest of all! Try to see who has more powerful and strong Bones by hitting just like any other Karate Black Belt, and none of them won. Trying to see who can break more numbers of things in th house, and hide it from mom and dad. Finding ways to find faults in each other...and trying to be the Best Actor in front of others, People always used to say to my father" Apka ladka bahut seedha hai, tukki( my pet name) thodi tez dikhti hai"(your son is really innocent, Daughter looks really volatile). Since my brother got that innocent puppy face, i was the one who has been hit by my mom,,,I was the Devil in the house...the girl who always use to try to spoil things with the best of efforts.

What days they were, the best of all!! Isin't it? How we used to Participate in our colllege Annual function, the dance program, the group song( well some very unusual lyrics- mmhh with some unusual music), Skit (Ha ha, triyng to act on stage), The early morning prayer in the school( we used to do..The Pledge- All indian's are my Brothers and Sister's and than silently Murmering Except "ONE", i am sure all of you did), The thought for the day, the Birthday celebration- specially going in the color dress and every class going to distribute the Chocolates with your best friend.Once on my Brithday when i wore color dress- i still remember - Peach color, frill dress, my brother never came to me in the schoool because i was looking different and he was a bit embarassed with that. He always wanted me not to be visible to anyone,LOL. But i didn't let it happen. I always had this dream to become famous like the actresses and the actors. I remember how we used to go to collect the Report Card with our mother and father. Coming home from School, in the Lazy afternoon, with friends on Cycle( I used to have Ladybird with a Basket in front) wearing caps, then watching The Dexter's Laboratory, or the Small wonder, or or or the Mask or Tom and jerry. 
Sunday's were fun day for sure! Getting up, and siting in front of the T.V. to watch Duck Tales, or Mickey Mouse at 09:00 IST on Doordarshan( Television channel in india, the most oldest of all, infact the first one). Waiting for some yummy Breakfast that mom used to cook. Going in the Kitchen, peeping in the Vessels what's there for lunch.Ice- cream after the Dinner, Playing carrom in the afternoon, or cards, or Bad Minton



Time went by and we are now, here Leaving our Mother and Father, pursuing our goals, to accomplish something in life. Few wants to open thier Business and are looking for a Business Plan, few wanting to shift thier job,few wants the best of Package, few Fortunately Happy with thier present Job and deciding on what should i do next?, Few have higher level of Aim of getting Married and live thier childhood again- to see someone playing like they used to do, to have someone to go and drop school. Few are just -just Blank and thinking - what is this life all about? why do i have live it? why do i need to do this when i don't want to, few just trying to understand the Four letter word called " L I F E ". Now we are at  the stage where we have to form our own HOME, because we left the old on long time back, of course not LEAVING, but we have our own small world. We gradually without even being aware of it entered in this stage. We go to our HOME ;few in a month, few in three, few in every Six month,  and few once in an year. We talk on phone with mother and father; but we Don't share our day to day  life. We dont share every moment of Life. I feel strange sometimes when i get up and realize " ohhh, its 3 months i haven't seen my Parents without even realizing it, becuase we are soo busy in Accomplishing something,. in Achieveing something or the Other, to solve our own Problems in life. And so that is how we have unknowingly taken another path for our own good. Because we all know if we dont do it know, than we won't be able to do it ever!    

In such busy life i just want to say it to ALL , please dont forget someone who has thought you A,B,C,D... or who has actually cleaned you when you could not do it yourself, who has always just for you to be happy smiled even when they had basket of troubles, who never let you know if they faced problems in thier office or social life( Like we have ), Dont forget the days when your mom cooked the best of food for you! , don't forget when your father helped you in giving emotional support when you needed the most. Please be with them when they need it, if you are not there when they need or when they are sick, or not feeling well, or wanted you to teach how to operate Facebook, or ask silly questions that how to send message in Mobile because they don't know the functions of the new one that you bought for them, or want you to buy a Laptop for them, or ask for something even if its unwanting for us; they need it.  Please help them with all your efforts. Do not ignore them. You play a major role in their life; infact their life. Please dont Disrespect your own life.!! This is for all the Parents in the world for such Great up bringing.!! We all really thank you!!Love!! 

Amrita
July 17,2011 

Few things can't be said, Only Felt! Friendship is one among those!


mmh dont know where to start from.. as i said "Few things can't be said, Only Felt! Friendship is one among those!" ,so difficult to find words to the feelings. But as people say i am quite a good writer, so i can start from anywhere LOL!!

Bachelors!!! went for my bachelor degree in other city. Leaving my parents, old friends, and the place where i spent my childhood, the place where i started my journey called life. I remember how i used to go my Mom's office after my school, have lunch with her and then drive back home. Where i started learning music! My mommy forcefullyyyyy, i meann with full force sent me to music classes. I was not at all a good girl at that time, never learned anything. still she did not lose hope, first she enrolled me in indian Classical dance training, yes you heard it right. A few days later; i , i mean 'I' started complaining saying, mom, my foot really painss a looottt :(, she replied okay, then don't go! i was happy..but then she added," Dont go to the dance class, i will enroll you to singing classes". :O i was like what is your problem.? I never understood that she was just trying to make me learn, and grow. She was my Best friend; that i realised very late! i mean right now while writing this one!haha.

She came to drop me to my Hostel, was worried; ofcourse any mom would. Set my room in order, kept my things on place and leaving me alone,, trust me alll alone.

OMG, the college was one of the top in the city; in terms of "FASHION":P, and studies too, ofcourse. Big shots getting down from their cars. but since i was a Hostalite i had a reason not to have a car lol.Met someone who was very simple, sweet, and someone who always believed in what she says, and does it. Very out spoken, and i was totally opposite. Very quite, very silent, a good girl who only answers to the faculty :P. We became friends in no time!! She was with me in all my hard times, in all my happy moments.second year, we bacame gooodd friends, studying together, partying, bunking the classes, going for movies, shopping, and what not we did. and when i topped the university..yeah i did!!:) she was with me congratulating, more happier than me. she was the one who trusted me, when others did not. Others just knew how to make fun, others just knew how to blame, others just knew, what they knew..How can i forget the day, when on my Birthday my Mom and my Borther fly to my Hostel bacause they knew i am all ALONE, and they wanted me to be happy!!But she was always with me.

Time went by, finally the day was there where i had to leave that place to pursue higher degree, to fulfill my dream to become an successful M.B.A. I came out of the examination hall,trying to say Good bye to all! My best friend was there, standing silently, no movements, no expressions. I was controlling my tears, how can i leave someone who hassss trustttt me like anything, who has always; like alwayssssss been there for me. She is really not good in expressing her emotions and i was aware of it. I knew it from begginnig that on 'THE DAY' she will try to be very strong, atleast try to. and there she was. I said 'bye', she said 'ya bye'. can you believe it? okay you could have given some better response. I hugged her, and thought will cry out loud and say; it is going to be difficult to stay without you, i know now no one will be there to stand by me always as you did, I know no one will be there to pick me up before every exam and drop me safely, I know no one will be there to bring home made Aloo paratha and chilly paneer, I know no one will be there to give a tight slap to me for my own good, I know no one will be there to take me to the chat corner just because i want to eat,I know no one will be there to make others shut their mouth if said anything wrong about me...I knew it alll.... But she again gave no Expressions. I felt as if she is all ready for me to leave the place. Could not do anything more than this. Left the place with unsaid words beneath my soul...
Bloody two longgg years, my friend didn't talk to me. strange. I thought may be our friendship is done!I called her on her Brithday every year, no response.. Later period, I got placed and Joined Deloitte. An year and a month after i was in Deloitte; i recieved a call from some unknown number, i recieved " Hello, is this Amrita?" someone on the call said, i said " ya, i think i know you. You are Honey? CORRECT; Honey Rathore. she said yes. And And Anddd... we were back to were we left!!!

Life is strange, and so is Friendship, and infact all relationships in the world are!! you just need to Understand them, infact live them, not understand!! This note is for all my dear friends who are always with me; we are foreever and always!!; Thank you so much!!


Amrita
July 10, 2011

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